Have you ever flexed every muscle in your body all at once? Well, I am pretty sure I came close to that today. More to the point, my body is definitely in rebellion, protesting and warring against even the smallest attempts to move through space. And there is always that one person (usually me) who suggests that it is better to work through the pain and in essence push through it as if the promise of some great eternal reward lies just within your reach. So I, like a good little dancing cadet, soldier on and begin reviewing sequence after sequence. It is about an hour or so into the process that I realize this advice is not only unfounded but cruel because there is no working through the pain. There is only more pain, particularly after six hours of reworking phrases. It does not take long before I recollect that I am now experiencing the “no pain, no gain” philosophy I have been so cheerfully endorsing the past few years as a high school dance teacher. Sweet charity! I do not know whether to be the pot or the kettle here. All my moaning and groaning through rehearsal today has given me a new appreciation and perspective for the expectations I place upon my students. More importantly, I have assumed the challenging role of being the “student” once again, discovering that I need to reconnect with what it is like to push the limits and boundaries of my body. Focusing so much of my career on pedagogy has caused me to forget the thrill of this pursuit; the excitement of competing with myself to achieve much more than my body believed me to be capable of accomplishing. I cannot teach this. I can only exemplify it and relate my experiences to the students I teach. This whole process has reconnected me to my humble beginnings as a dancer, and provoked the awareness that it is a connection I have sorely missed.
-Natalie King
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